I .....

Had lose 2Kg in a month..

I think is kind of .....

Kind of slow...

I feel so disappoint with myself...

I feel like giving up...

My life is full of unsuccessful...

I just can't get what I want...

I don't know what's on my mind...

A total rubbish , I think..

I just want to look nice..

Is there any wrong ?

Why do MANY people loves to compare that I already married.

And there's no need for me to look nice ?

How come ?

Why are people giving me so sarcastic comment ?

Is that a Mother / Married women can't look nice anymore ?

I just want to protect myself after all....

And I don't think its a childish thoughts....

No , its not... I know myself ....

I've grown up ...

Please don't and NEVER treat me as a small kids..

I seriously think I don't need this treatment...

I wish no one's going to control me..

I don't want begin control..

I hate begin control and begin treated like a small kids..

I know my path.

Please don't teach me what to do..

If not...

If not I'll hate everyone's around me .....