31 March 2008

I don't sleep well last night,
forget it. I don't want to mention anymore :(
If not, there's many problem coming in again. I hope he won't be reading my previous entry.

Because i don't know what is he gotta do next. Maybe i shall say i'm super disappoint with him.
I only know in the end he says : If u don't want me to leave than say. I CAN FORGIVE YOU.
I got abit pissed with this sentence, because i didn't do anything wrong.

Suppose forgive is i say & not him isn't it ? But why don't he just apologise to me instead ?
If he wants to leave, let him be.
I won't be stopping him, because no point for me to do so.

I always remember, the part he push me so hard i could feel i almost falling.
I always remember he stare at me with his evil eyes, & i could feel he's trying to control his temper & not hurting me another time.
I could feel, if i stay there abit longer he would actually slap me.
I could feel, he wants to whack me hard & vent his anger on me.

& again i could feel, he wants to leave yet he still can't let go of me.

He ever says before,
no matter what i had done wrong, he would never lays hands on me.
NO, he's lying. None of his words is truth, not at all.

Yes, i hate him.
i hate him so much i could feel i want to kill him.
i coulden't forgive him, because whenever i think of him, will remind me of how he mess up my life.
How he ruined my future. How he stare at me. How he push me. How he actually shouted at me. How he hurt me with his fucking brainless words.

That's no way can make me forget everything.
what u had done always in my mind, i want to jump down from my house & i wants to die right infront of you.
I want you to regret for ur whole life time.

My mind telling me, yes i should die & leave this horrible & reality world.

i shall go some other places much more better than this.
If i were to die, i will take Tiffany with me. Than we can live happily & peaceful life.

30 March 2008

Is a bad day for me.
I can't share my unhapiness with my friends. Even my mom asked what happen to me, I only can tell her : nothing lar.

Seriously, i had a very big quarrel with him. He.......... Pushed me again.
& this time is much more harder than the previous wants. Again..... because of handphone thingy..

I'm super depress right now. He didn't apologise to me at all.
Instead..... He packing his stuff & wanted to move out.
I feels so angry yet feel sad.

All i can do is hide inside my heart, but its very miserable so now i'm blogging about what had happen.
I hate him yet i love him too. I want him to leave yet i want him to stay too.
I wants to forgive him, but i can't forget what he actually did.
what i can do ?

For tiffany, i can't do anything. I really hopes i can die straight away infront of him.
& makes him regret for his life time.
I promise i will.
Hohoho~ Back.
Now i shall post those photos which i haven post at my previous posts.


Snap hubby photos. LOL.











Okay, finally its end. Well, now i think my next trip..
i hope will be either KL or Bangkok. Lets wait & see.

Alright i shall stop here :)
Bye readers.

29 March 2008

Hello everyone, i'm back from genting.
Well, i had many photos to post, but really nothing interesting also :)
Its a 3days 2nights trip, we actually go alot places. But i don't know where shall i start....
erm..... lets start from day1 :)

Day 1.
Suppose i say will play maple till 4.30am. But actually i didn't, because i'm super lazy to chiong :D
So.... i actually fall asleep, than 4.30am the stupid alarm clock ring. I was pretty tired because i turn in quiet late even i know the next morning i had to wake up early :)
Than we actually headed to Golden Mile...

Taken at mrt station, while waiting for the train to arrive :)

& now taken at Golden Mile, this time waiting for the Bus to arrive "_"
the whole morning we keep waiting this & that.

After 6hours..........
& finally we had actually reach Genting.

Our hotel :) we reach this place at 12.30 like that. Than suppose we thought can check in ler.
But the check in time is 3pm "_" & again we had to wait & wait & wait.

So decided to slack at starbucks :)

& seriously, we do forget we actually at genting, the weather it super cold yet we still order Ice Blended :D

Look!! HOW KIASU. Hubby actually buy 4packs of cigarettes in one shot.
Because its really cheap, buy all four packs for $20++

Wait for hours, & finally we can check in our hotel :)
But the Fucking suay this is..... My m)phossis slippers spoilt :(
& we had actually search around & buy new slippers.

So end up what i got is this. Its cost us about 10RM if i not wrong "_"
fuck m)phossis.

After resting at the hotel, i intend to take Cable car at genting. This is the view from the cable car :) Its very diff from singapore.


The Indoor theme park :)

I always loves the weather there :)

we had actually walk around the whole genting. & than its time for our dinner.
we had our dinner at Pizza Hut, the service there is not as good as singapore.
especially some waiter there , OMG! make my blood boil. But because it malaysia.
& the food is sucks to the max, the rest was dirty & smelly Plus OILY. Argh!~ nevermind.
after our disgusting dinner, headed back to hotel.

Because we didi't really sleep well in the previous night. & decided to turn in early :)
& i was at the hotel " ZHI LIAN" i took alot of photos of myself ;)






Day2
Wake up & prepare to have our breakfast :)


Look delicious ? NO WAY. its sucks sucks sucks. Is a free buffet for every first world hotel customer. But the food is... yucks. Imagine we actually eat this for two days & they actually cook the same food =(

after breakfast, THEME PARK TIME :D
But we didn't take much photos inside, because we actually throw our belongings in the locker :)




We play for about 1 & half hour, & than RAINING "_"
sigh, we wait for the rain to stop & we actually wait for fews hours. still raining :(
In the emd hubby suggest, back to hotel & rest, slack :)
But in the end, "zhi lian" again.




Our Lunch :)

Mango Rice, its a thailand dish. We buy it from food stall outside the theme part :)



Ticket of the theme park.


Fake Tattoo :)

Our hotel room, hees, we're a super lazy couple :)
imagine how lazy we are......


Becos the rain dosen't stop, so instead we went down starbucks.
In such a cold weather, & u drink hot chocolate....... ITS SUPER RELAX & SUPER SHIOK!!

Our Buffet dinner at Resort Hotel ( another hotel )

Hubby got this. (indian food)


I got this( malay food)
The food there wasn't nice at al. But still we manage to finish it :)
Chicken wing & Mussles. Not nice, Because the chicken wing chao da already.
LOL.

End up i still prefer this. FRESH FRUITS :D

Alright, i shall stop here. Will post up the rest tonight or tomorrow :)