I .....

Had lose 2Kg in a month..

I think is kind of .....

Kind of slow...

I feel so disappoint with myself...

I feel like giving up...

My life is full of unsuccessful...

I just can't get what I want...

I don't know what's on my mind...

A total rubbish , I think..

I just want to look nice..

Is there any wrong ?

Why do MANY people loves to compare that I already married.

And there's no need for me to look nice ?

How come ?

Why are people giving me so sarcastic comment ?

Is that a Mother / Married women can't look nice anymore ?

I just want to protect myself after all....

And I don't think its a childish thoughts....

No , its not... I know myself ....

I've grown up ...

Please don't and NEVER treat me as a small kids..

I seriously think I don't need this treatment...

I wish no one's going to control me..

I don't want begin control..

I hate begin control and begin treated like a small kids..

I know my path.

Please don't teach me what to do..

If not...

If not I'll hate everyone's around me .....

You know I had to confess to you...

I waited for so long , and everyday I hope that miracle would happens...

And now , YES ITS REALLY HAPPEN...



HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE !!

Coming Soon on July !

I'm waiting ...

You'll had to pay the price in order to get what you want.

Give me 3 months time...

Yan Ya Lun ...





I like him..

he's cute isn't it ?

I had a horrible feeling when I enter my home...

Everything was so SUCKS.

REALLY SUCKS.....

I'll never get any better life.

Life seriously so sucks!!!

PLEASE GIVE ME SOME BREATHING SPACE !!!!!

I really really very disappoint in you...

Sorry to say that , I truly think you're stupid.

I don't agree to let MENS controlling your freedom...

I really don't believe that you'll make MEN ruined your life...

I WON'T be like you. A useless woman to be like a MEN DOGS!!!

I'm getting more and more scary , do you know that ?

MY DEAR WOMAN.

I SWEAR I WILL NEVER BE LIKE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish......

I really wish...

Oh my dear Fairy...

Please grant me wishes...

And that is ........



To be like her..

I love her long and skinny legs.

Her very beautiful faces.

And a very skinny body ?!?

I hope I could lost my weight to 45Kg.

I love to be as skinny as I can...

Long time ever since I blog out photos...

But so sad , I steal this from my sister blog...

I already lent my camera to my sister.

So I don't have any camera around me to snap her photos ,

Perhaps I was too busy in work.

Just imagine this week I had total 4 days of full shift to work.

I'm totally lack of sleep :(

I'm falling sick again and again.....


Truth , I really lack of sleeping....


I wonder did my weight went down or up ?


I DON'T EVEN DARE to check....


I'm so afraid.......


What if my weights still remain the same ?


Or what if I would be a forever fat-so ?!?


I don't want anything like this......


I hope I can be a pretty moms.....


Is it still possible ? Or ?!?!

I feel like...

I'll never get what I want.....
Recently I feel like I'm so so so lack of confident :(