06 October 2008

Worth or not ?

Another off day for me ! I know I like had many off day. This month I go total 10 days off. HEES , because include 2 public holidays :)
Same as usual , stay home till evening than prepare to go out.

She no longer stick to me like last time :(
Because whenever she's at my place my mom is the one to look after her. And for me I had to work for whole day.

Can't get to see her. When she wake up in the morning , I need to go work. When I got home from work , she has already asleep. I seldom see her or spending time with her. Sometimes I wonder should I need to be so hard working for my school fees and feeling neglect her ?

Last time she stick to me more than stick to hubby. Now is another way round. Hubby spend more times with her instead of I'm spending more time with her :(
Sad to say , she already knows how to call Papa more clearly. When I was like teaching her to speak Mama , than she speaks Papa -,-

I'm not feeling jealous , is just that I think don't have enough time to spend with her >.<>.<