17 September 2008

Foul Mood :(

Some idiots out there are using my name ''Barbiedo'' to spam on other people blog.
I got so shock when Hubby's friend suddenly msn me telling me stop my nonsense!!
Trust me , I don't spam :(

If any cases happen again please please check IP before accusing me alright ? THANKS YEA ?
And lastly cheers !

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Since last 2 month I haven got any job. Flip through newspaper , all I see was min O level.
I know cert is importance in Singaopre. But hello I'm trying hard isn't it ?
I still consider taking N level next year. Erm , No I will take N level.

Before taking N level I still need to work and earn some income right ? If not how am I able to pay school fees ? But bloody hell things don't goes smoothly as I think.
Hubby is not going to pay for me , he still have to spend for himself.

Fuck lah ! This world is so CB can ? Every where also Money Money Money.
NB. Everybody telling me ''Like what just go ahead and do it''.
Ya , Say is much more easier than do okay. I also know what I like.

I want to take Make Up Course , get a diploma cert striaght away. But who's going to pay for me ?
Think my mother is good enough to pay for me ? She don't even dare to take a risk and come out so much money.

She only know how to say ''Learn for what ? Waste money''
See !!! Every body talk about Money !!!!! Own mother also like that !!!!
Fuck lah ! CCB !

I Started to dislike this world.
Damn okay ?
I felt so tired when I trying to catch up every body.
But it seems that every one is moving more faster. And I getting more and more slower.
I try to see things simple , and trying not to complicate everything.

But seriously , everything is so complicated.