I have responsible to look after Tiffany since I realize I'm pregnant.
Married or not , i told myself no matter what I GONNA KEEP THIS BABY.
I love this baby girl more than i love myself. And imagine how much she's important to me :D
Even how much i kept complaining that how she ruined my life :(
But after all that's not truth.
Even how much she can piss me off , But well , i still love her ;)
Never once i feel a bit hate on her , NO NEVER AT ALL !
Today , I finally make this decision to put her in Infant care.
Not because i don't love her anymore. I just want earn some money which i want to save for tiffany education.
However , I feel terribly whenever i imagine how she gonna use to it in infant care.
I afraid she might cry for Grandma , grandpa , Daddy and mommy. I also afraid that i might get soft hearted.
So i told my mom that she's going to bring Tiffany to Infant care for first few days.
Until she use to it. Because i know i probably can't.
I might get MORE WORRIED that i see her cry.
I'll praying hard that Tiffany won't Cry for anyone ! And hope she really enjoy there. PLEASE !
And trust me ! I really take very long time to make this decision. If really anything happen to her , I feel much more terrible than anyone else. * Touch wood.
Hubby is also worried too , but i bet everything will going to be alright. Hope everything goes smoothly.
Anyway , i work just to help hubby with his Financial.
And also something something ~! * nah , not gonna mention to anyone here !