Have been long time since i update yea ?
But so sad to say, today will be a sad/angry post.

After all now, i still alright. Because i believe myself can go through all this obstacle.
I know now some people was like thinking whats wrong with me, well of course i'm not going to mention any names !

Because i know its wasn't her fault too, all fault has to blame him. Even how much i hate this girl in the past. And she suddenly came in between me and him , so it will lead both of us so many misunderstanding.

Anyways, this type of incident is not the first time. So i think i had enough of his nonsense. No matter how sorry he feel , how much he cry or beg me, i must now soft-hearted and continue forgive him.

I'm a strong girl, i can go through means i can. If life without him , my life still goes on. I CAN AND I MEAN IT.

{ so please, you know i'm talking about you. u asked why i treat u this way?
but do you know , how many times u had begin so unfaithful towards me ? Even its just a simple sms. But have u ever consider, what if things happen the other way round ? huh ? I can imagine, if really happens like that u will really go whack that person. But do you know , i didn't intend to slap anyone. Because i don't blame her. All i blame is you you you ! Everything is u start first isn't it ? so please don't push any blame to anyone or her. Be a man , and admit is you fault. But so sorry, i can't forget what had happen. }

Didn't Update ~!
Have been watching Taiwanese Drama and now i finally complete all episode. So now currently watching 終極一家

Anyway, i have thought many things for past fews days. But its a secret !
So maybe i would go for it ! I don't want mention here because i know hubby will some how read my blog. And if he disagree things that i want to do , he would actually find some way to stop me.
Again i say , i hate people stop me from doing anything that i want.

And i think i had gain back my self-confident ! Just don't know why, was like thats some thingy telling me " hey gwen ! cheer up, you not that ugly " Oh , its something like that. I know its sound so dramatics ( i hope i use this words correctly !!) But its truth!

So i do hope thats no one coming my blog and tag some unexpected comments ! Thanks you !

well lastly, i hates people when i were to tell he/she what i want to be or whatever. And seriously i didn't ask any comment and i hope you also keep you mouth shut and stop " Pouring me cold water".
Because , what i want to do , i don't need any comment on its.

Alright, i think i just stop here & continue my show :))

So fast its already Saturday !
Tomorrow got to work again !~ from 8PM to 3AM !
I don't mind i can actually work 6 days a week.

Because i really want to earn more money, i had many things i want to buy & do.
Lets me tell pals what i actually want than :)

- Laptop
- Hand phone
-Tiffany Birthday Party
-Further my education
-Get a car licensed
-Trip to Taiwan ( when tiffany grows older :) )
-Juicy Couture watch
-Collection comics & Taiwanese Drama DVD
-Take some beauty course

See, all thing i had mention will actually cost me a bomb ! But its okay, i will work more harder and buy those things that i want :)
slowly one by one i will archive all :)

Have complete "Magic Ring".
This shows is quite sad for me, but luckily the ending is good !
Now currently watching this :

a damn freaking lame and stupid drama. And also watching The Outsiders 2 !
Not as nice as the part one.

Have not been talking to him since few days ago we last quarrel. Our cold war have been continue up till now.
No matter how we wanted to talks things clear, ended up we'll still quarrel.
And which make me a bit tired and sick of him. I think our relationship would end soon.

Sorry to say, i had a feeling of " DIVORCE " because i couldn't stand his " stubborn" and " act one big clever yet his not " attitude.
I know i meant to say something like that but is truth.

I wanted to feel sad about it, but i don't know why i can't ?
I'll think i will feel much relief if we really separate , at least i do not have to face his attitude or any stress.

But i was think if both of us really decided to do so, how am i able to breaks this news to my parents ? They might think i again throwing temper or whatever -.-!
after all, i know myself , i know i don't love him anymore.

When i break this news to him , i can see that he just couldn't accept the facts. Instead he keep asking weather i had fall for any guys. Seriously, no i didn't like anyone.
My feeling just fade like this.

No matter how he say things so bad about me, i just can't be bother because no matter what he do , feeling can't be force.
I won't force him to give me any answer now, yet i would slowly wait for him to accept the facts!
I do really find out i still can't accept marriage life. that's all !

DEAD tired !
start work at pool fusion already :)
hope everythings continue goes smoothly for me. The place there isn't complicated as i think :)
My working time is fixed , 8PM to 3AM !

相片时间 !

两个美女 !

我漂亮吗 ?

我好闷 !

我的天 ah , 我的人生只有这样?

我认为我浪费许多时间在家里,

并且我现在体会我真正地不了解我要的是什么。

什么是我的梦想或我的目标 , 我还不知道 。

我总认为 ,每个人必须有目标或梦想。

如果人没有任何一个目标或梦想 , 生活会是没有意义的。

我必须开始寻找我的目标或梦想 !

我想要的是, 不依靠任何人 , 一个非常坚强的女人。

因为如果这样 , 我不需要面对任何人甚至欠人家人情。

我希望有人告诉我实际上要的是什么 !

Hello pals, i'm here to updae !

Stuck with Joe cheng, have been watching his drama lately :)
So introduce pals his drama !

It started with a kiss.

There's people called it " Iswak"

They Kiss Again ( Part Two )

This is the second seasons of " Iswak"

Summer X Summer.

About Model lifestyle. I think is not bad, and i watch it at crunchyroll.

Magic Ring.
Currently watching this drama.

Hah~! He's so "Shuai"

I prefer him with short hair, look more neat & nicer.

But that Ah Niu says she prefer him with long hair -.-!

whatever !

Iswak is the most popular drama.

I have been watching Joe Drama recently. & i had seen some freak loves comparing " Iswak " & " Summer X Summer" *roll eyes !

Lame Kiddo.

I agree " Summer X Summer " not as nice as " Iswak".

Some people also says both of the storyline almost the same?!?

Wiredo.

Story totally different ! *roll eyes.

shall stop here !

Lastly , JOANNE TAN YING SIEW aka AH NIU or SHORTY.

go watch those Joe drama! LOL. still dare to tell me you are his most most most LOYAL

fans ? *Pui !
Than still don't see you watch !!?!
Those drama not that bad ! Starting will be kind of boring and lame. Takes time ! can see Joe can ler isn't it ?

Tiffany's Photo !