您有梦想吗?
那我的梦想是什么?
我的梦想, up till now i still don't know. I feel disappoint that i don't even know what's my dream.
Sad to say, but is true, a person who dosen't had a dream to me is damn useless.
and yes, i'm one of them.
I discover that i no longer understand myself and what i want to be/do in future.
Think i have been staying at home too long and yet i still can't think of what i actually interested in and go for it.
Peaceful life and had a happy family is always what i hope for.
And now i had both of them, but i don't feel happy at all. That's something wrong between hubby and me.
I think i had choose the wrong paths, but no regrets or complaint. I have to be responsible for my decision. Mom say : 如果你认为你无法接受结婚的生活, 就不应该选择结婚!
Sorry to say, ya is truth! i just can't accept those life i having now.
Even how much i tell myself: Gwen you had to learn how to accept !
I still failed to do so, our distance is getting far far away from each other. Our feeling ? slowly will faded. I know i should try my best to mantain our relationship, but so sorry. I don't know why, i just can't.
Not hubby problem yet problem is with me. I could not stop treating him coldly, because i not happy to be with him.
Than why i still choose to married ?
Sad to say, in the first place i never think of wanted to married. But i didn't want to abort baby inside my tummy. Its curel, i dare not to do things like that.
Is it possible if i want him to let me go ?
"Don't make any rush decision", this is what Joanne had told me in msn.
I didn't want to make any decision :) All i just want is to be more cheerful, more laughter in my life, less depress, i want to be more happier. Understand ?
But it seems like, it won't happen to me anymore.
seriously speaking, i had no confident in myself like i use to be.
This coming sunday is my first day of work. Which is my sister introduce me.
when i went for the interview, i seen many pretty girls who around my age. Yes they look cute and pretty. Compare to me, i'm just a below average looking girl.
Where's my beauty gone to ? where's all my confident ? sigh!
那我的梦想是什么?
我的梦想, up till now i still don't know. I feel disappoint that i don't even know what's my dream.
Sad to say, but is true, a person who dosen't had a dream to me is damn useless.
and yes, i'm one of them.
I discover that i no longer understand myself and what i want to be/do in future.
Think i have been staying at home too long and yet i still can't think of what i actually interested in and go for it.
Peaceful life and had a happy family is always what i hope for.
And now i had both of them, but i don't feel happy at all. That's something wrong between hubby and me.
I think i had choose the wrong paths, but no regrets or complaint. I have to be responsible for my decision. Mom say : 如果你认为你无法接受结婚的生活, 就不应该选择结婚!
Sorry to say, ya is truth! i just can't accept those life i having now.
Even how much i tell myself: Gwen you had to learn how to accept !
I still failed to do so, our distance is getting far far away from each other. Our feeling ? slowly will faded. I know i should try my best to mantain our relationship, but so sorry. I don't know why, i just can't.
Not hubby problem yet problem is with me. I could not stop treating him coldly, because i not happy to be with him.
Than why i still choose to married ?
Sad to say, in the first place i never think of wanted to married. But i didn't want to abort baby inside my tummy. Its curel, i dare not to do things like that.
Is it possible if i want him to let me go ?
"Don't make any rush decision", this is what Joanne had told me in msn.
I didn't want to make any decision :) All i just want is to be more cheerful, more laughter in my life, less depress, i want to be more happier. Understand ?
But it seems like, it won't happen to me anymore.
seriously speaking, i had no confident in myself like i use to be.
This coming sunday is my first day of work. Which is my sister introduce me.
when i went for the interview, i seen many pretty girls who around my age. Yes they look cute and pretty. Compare to me, i'm just a below average looking girl.
Where's my beauty gone to ? where's all my confident ? sigh!