I had remove my tag board.

There's some reason for me to do so.

I'm so emo right now , there's no where to go : (

Feeling rather boring , I doubt my life will be like that ? **

Which ever. Currently Lao Niang's working at Orchard ION , uh huh .....

Than when I always step out the ION I always saw the LV shop >.<

I tell myself I want one of them also. YESSS , I want save money ( I know I always say that).

But I'll try. wahaha :)

Hello : )

I try to make my blog alive. But whenever its comes to blogger I felt so sick to blog.

But today I thinks is different , because thats something urge me to blog. Wahahaha

And...


JESSIE BABE : )


JIE SHI , Just look at my stupid face ?!?!


Again.


Than TADAH : )

I don't know why I always look good in photo only , But not in real life. ANGRY >.<

And shit was I think I've spoil my camera , Partly because I think I had drop it.

Going to buy new one I guess : )

?????

Oh dear , I think I had a feeling I might get pregnant again : (

No , I should be happy instead. But I not too sure either.

Maybe I should get a test by next 2 week : )

Today is a terrible day of my life : (

I realize within this 2 yrs I think I've change a lot.

I mean I'm no longer any cry baby nor those weak little girl crying and crying : )

At least today , I didn't. And I stand clear what I want : )

I'm so proud of myself , wahahaha : )

JIA YOU : )

I want a Gucci Bag : )

I really don't know how can I push myself to diet or go jogging every morning.

I think I've started hate myself looking at the mirror...

SHIT , I don't know how to have those CONFIDENT ?

I'm trying to accept those reality, I'm trying to tell myself I'm not going to bother anyone's comment...

But I simply can't : (

Please tell me how could I relief all my stress ....

I'm feeling so depress now...

Is there anything else for me to live in this world ?

I wish I could die now.....

I wish.....

I .....

Had lose 2Kg in a month..

I think is kind of .....

Kind of slow...

I feel so disappoint with myself...

I feel like giving up...

My life is full of unsuccessful...

I just can't get what I want...

I don't know what's on my mind...

A total rubbish , I think..

I just want to look nice..

Is there any wrong ?

Why do MANY people loves to compare that I already married.

And there's no need for me to look nice ?

How come ?

Why are people giving me so sarcastic comment ?

Is that a Mother / Married women can't look nice anymore ?

I just want to protect myself after all....

And I don't think its a childish thoughts....

No , its not... I know myself ....

I've grown up ...

Please don't and NEVER treat me as a small kids..

I seriously think I don't need this treatment...

I wish no one's going to control me..

I don't want begin control..

I hate begin control and begin treated like a small kids..

I know my path.

Please don't teach me what to do..

If not...

If not I'll hate everyone's around me .....

You know I had to confess to you...

I waited for so long , and everyday I hope that miracle would happens...

And now , YES ITS REALLY HAPPEN...



HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE !!

Coming Soon on July !

I'm waiting ...

You'll had to pay the price in order to get what you want.

Give me 3 months time...

Yan Ya Lun ...





I like him..

he's cute isn't it ?

I had a horrible feeling when I enter my home...

Everything was so SUCKS.

REALLY SUCKS.....

I'll never get any better life.

Life seriously so sucks!!!

PLEASE GIVE ME SOME BREATHING SPACE !!!!!

I really really very disappoint in you...

Sorry to say that , I truly think you're stupid.

I don't agree to let MENS controlling your freedom...

I really don't believe that you'll make MEN ruined your life...

I WON'T be like you. A useless woman to be like a MEN DOGS!!!

I'm getting more and more scary , do you know that ?

MY DEAR WOMAN.

I SWEAR I WILL NEVER BE LIKE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish......

I really wish...

Oh my dear Fairy...

Please grant me wishes...

And that is ........



To be like her..

I love her long and skinny legs.

Her very beautiful faces.

And a very skinny body ?!?

I hope I could lost my weight to 45Kg.

I love to be as skinny as I can...

Long time ever since I blog out photos...

But so sad , I steal this from my sister blog...

I already lent my camera to my sister.

So I don't have any camera around me to snap her photos ,

Perhaps I was too busy in work.

Just imagine this week I had total 4 days of full shift to work.

I'm totally lack of sleep :(

I'm falling sick again and again.....


Truth , I really lack of sleeping....


I wonder did my weight went down or up ?


I DON'T EVEN DARE to check....


I'm so afraid.......


What if my weights still remain the same ?


Or what if I would be a forever fat-so ?!?


I don't want anything like this......


I hope I can be a pretty moms.....


Is it still possible ? Or ?!?!

I feel like...

I'll never get what I want.....
Recently I feel like I'm so so so lack of confident :(

SERIOUSLY ........... I'm tired :(

有着漂亮的脸孔 , 是每一个女孩子的梦想.
丑小鸭会变漂亮 ?
或者它只是一个童话故事 ?

Day By Day ?

GODDDDDNESSSSS SAKE ! aha , I now than realize how long I didn't do my blogging.
anyway many things happen arh. Like Tiffany start learning how to talks.
It a good things to bring her to Child Care. She can learn lot of things !

But the only bad things were , she'll fall sick easily. Just like last week she got infected ''Hand Food Mouth Disease''. Short Form ''HFMD''
Which grows many ulcer inside her mouth. My poor little girl :(

But she's fine now :)
And she now started to know hows to sing and dance ! Especially she love Barney !! She grows up lot. Now look like a little girl. And no longer Baby !
Times past so fast.

alright try to update with you guys if there's anything happen :) Good night !