Our Family Day :)

Firstly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE !
Today is our National Day also Hubby's off day.
Actually I kind of angry with hubby at first ,
Because he was sleeping the whole noon and not even want to go out.

I was unhappy because , he rarely got his off day.
And he off today yet he's going to stay at home ?
But I had to understand he's tired or something. But I JUST ANGRY LAHS >.<

Hubby knows I'm complaining so he quickly ask me where i want to go.
Alert right ? O.o
Because I trained him want !

Well , we intended to go Tampines Mall or Ikea for a walk.
So unlucky , because its rain :(
Perhaps we went East Point had our dinner first.

The rain had stop after we had our dinner , but SUDDENLY ~!
YES ITS SUDDENLY , I feel like going to E-hub !

But my mind was :

want go ? Don't want go ? want go ? don't want go ?
Want go ? Don't want go ? want go ? don't want go ? .........................................................................................................................................................................

Until we walk past block 149 basketball court ......



Tadah ~! ,

Saw two small boy playing and they had
two basketballs. So I borrow from them and play with hubby
ABC ? Hees , and please I just lose hubby a little bit nia :D

Cam-Whored @ Basketball court , hees !

Tiffany and me :D


Father and Daughter ! They look alike right ?
Everyone say that >.<


Me me me !


I suddenly go blink my eyes and i
look Kuku -.-!
Hubby laugh so loud after he see this photo >.<


Yeah , Nicer right?


Tiffany so lonely :(

After my dear girl start making noise for attention than
we headed home sweet home. Time is running late too :D



Taken outside the lift !
I mean my house life :D

Alright , its end of my day. Hubby have not turn in and i not sure will he bring me out later tonight ?
I hope he will :)
Good night everyone :D

Last Decision !

I have responsible to look after Tiffany since I realize I'm pregnant.
Married or not , i told myself no matter what I GONNA KEEP THIS BABY.
I love this baby girl more than i love myself. And imagine how much she's important to me :D

Even how much i kept complaining that how she ruined my life :(
But after all that's not truth.
Even how much she can piss me off , But well , i still love her ;)

Never once i feel a bit hate on her , NO NEVER AT ALL !

Today , I finally make this decision to put her in Infant care.
Not because i don't love her anymore. I just want earn some money which i want to save for tiffany education.

However , I feel terribly whenever i imagine how she gonna use to it in infant care.
I afraid she might cry for Grandma , grandpa , Daddy and mommy. I also afraid that i might get soft hearted.

So i told my mom that she's going to bring Tiffany to Infant care for first few days.
Until she use to it. Because i know i probably can't.
I might get MORE WORRIED that i see her cry.

I'll praying hard that Tiffany won't Cry for anyone ! And hope she really enjoy there. PLEASE !

And trust me ! I really take very long time to make this decision. If really anything happen to her , I feel much more terrible than anyone else. * Touch wood.

Hubby is also worried too , but i bet everything will going to be alright. Hope everything goes smoothly.
Anyway , i work just to help hubby with his Financial.
And also something something ~! * nah , not gonna mention to anyone here !

Missing For Four Days ?!?

Gone missing ?
Hees , actually nope ! Never once missing :)
And yep , i didn't blog for 4 fucking days uh ?

I had many things to say too , so i bet this will be a fucking long post.
So please pardon me alright ?

o6 August.
Besides staying at home be a Huang Nian Por , I still got go out for a walk huh.
So i actually not really a Huang Nian Por !
Okays , stop my nonsense~!

Well , i just went down East Point Popular to buy things that i want :D
But you know , just a shop 30 mins like that and i already spend about over $70 ~!
Hiong hor ? Sigh !


Chicken Soup , got a bit shock that why i will read books ?
Actually the facts is , I dislike studying in school. But i love reading :D
Weired right ?
But anyway this books cost me bout $20 ++ :(


Uh huh ~! Sticky note and a Dry highlighter :D
Isn't familiar ? That sticky note ? Huh ?
Yep , I find it useful until i watch the drama on the next photos :D
Will explain to you guys :D


Oh yes , The show i mention was is this ~!
I have been waiting for this Drama to be out.
Total have 3 volume , but i only brought first volume :D


Dora ! For tiffany use :D

o7 August.
Er jie and me actually had plan to go out for a walk.
Because well, we really boring -.-!
And than i had to let tiffany had a afternoon nap before going out :D

And so i even had my afternoon nap together with her.
Especially in a heavy rain weather :D
By the time we woke up , its already evening.

I decided to go Suntec look for my mom , who knows after i prepare everything.
The rain come again :(
Sad Tiffany can't go out anymore !

But , we still order Sarpino's Pizza !
We actually want Pizza Hut. Sadly was their phone break down i think.
And we couldn't order , so we order Sarpino :D


TADAH ~!

Garlic Bread , Hubby's favorite!


I don't know what's this call , because I'm not the one who order.
All along i only say : Okay lor , anything lor~!


I know this call "Aloha"


BBQ chicken wing ? Hees , I prefer Pizza Hut Drumlet :D

I GOT TOUCHED BY HER DETERMINATION~!

I wonder why guys are so selfish and irresponsible ?
Was doing blog hopping today.
But what those blog i actually read are was a young mother like me.

I always thought what i leading now, is a super fuck up life.
But who's know , i had seen/ read some others are leading life MUCH MORE SUFFERING THAN ME 2 TIMES.

However , when i came across this blog.
I read those entry she post on her blog , and realize that she's a single mother.
Due to her guy doesn't even want to responsible.

Instead he keep forcing to abort the child who this young mommy doesn't want to !
After that this young mommy already make herself clear that SHE WANTS THE BABY !

And her guy giving her 2 choice ,
1) Abort the baby , get back their relationship.
2) Keep the baby , and leave him.

YOU SEE ?! I see this i really so angry okay ?
But in the end this young mommy really keep this baby okay ?
She was ALL ALONE doing her check up.

Me ? I always had mom or hubby accompany.
Never one time i was alone of my check up. NEVER.
I must feel blessed and cherish what i have now.

But luckily , she really had her Mom support , care and love.
However , her determination really touch my heart.
Support a baby by your own is really not that simple , but now she had already go through everything :D

I really feel happy for the and the choice she makes. REALLY.
Now the baby already 1 yrs old i think :D
I ADMIRE HER COURAGE , DETERMINATION :D REALLY!

Money Not Enough 2 ~!

Went to watch movie last night.
With hubby , Kheng ( Hubby friend ) , his Gf and me.

We watch money not enough 2 , LOL.
Have you guys watch it ? Haha.
I rate it 3/5 , Because i don't think is as nice as I not stupid too :D

Just that quite saddening at the last part :(
Some photos to share with you guys ,
So stay tune :D

Cam-whored ~!











Our ticket , hah.
Because this two ticket is my elder sister give me.
As she can't make it last night :D


Tadah !
I love this lots :D

END OF THE DAY ~!
and will update again alright ?
So please STAY TUNE YEA ?

SHEESHA ~!

WOW ~!
Hubby bring me to smoke Sheesha *spell like that ?
Is my first time begin there , and its located at .....

erm , near beach road ~!
Because i can't remember the place well.
I wondering Sheesha consider as smoking ? HEES ~!

Actually i don't like the taste :(
I don't know why i see people smoke sheesha happily.
But me was like , nice mehs ?!~

LOL. But i still feel happy that Hubby bring me out today :D
When i first got there , I see many people sitting on the floor.
Than my reaction was , HUH ? WHY SIT ON THE FLOOR WANT ? O.o

Still alright , and its quite interesting :)
Especially sheesha things ~!

* Photos uploaded !~

To be or not to be ?

Yesterday noon ,
My dad was talking to me. He say something
Make me feel sad and guilty.

I remind myself million times , don't drop down any tears.
but after all i still can't control my tears and yet is tears controlling me.

I feel so regret that , i didn't study well when parents are working so hard just
to let me study and had a bright future.
I always waste so much time , waste their money.

He told me this ,
he never wants anything from us , he lets us study is for our future and our own family good.

well , i want to get a N level cert ~
And , I will never neglect my parents when they old.

If they really feel lonely , i really don't mind they stay with me.
LOL. What i say was TRUTH !

Alright , stop here.
Hubby says he want bring me go one place :D
BYE PEOPLE !

NERVOUS o.O

Previously i mention here that I'm super nervous
because my elder sister bring me to Dental Clinic right ?

Yep , I went yesterday. I also mention that I had phobia of Dental Clinic ,
whenever i step in Dental Clinic i will feel goosebumps ~~

Anyways went i was on the way to that clinic , I really feel so scare~!
My goodness sake !

Elder sister say :
Ni hai zhi dou sheng le , ni hai na me pa -.-!
` you already give birth to Tiffany , still scare of Dental.

Scare Jiu Shi Scare mahs :(
But anyways i still got go through every thing.
My sister keep console me , and say `Not pain , won't pain want~

Actually really not that pain lah ,
after we left the Dental Clinic i keep showing off my teeth -.-!

`hees , like got BLING ~~~ like that LOL :D
Too clean liao , and i had to go back next month :D

Hello PEOPLE :D ~!

Today went to Toy 'r' Us ,
we agree every month will buy Tiffany new toys :D

Toy of the month is :

TADAH ~! Cute right ?


And this !
* Pai seh , i very kaisu :D I know its not her time to learn yet `


PINK MONOPOLY ~
When i first look at this , my mind was " WOW , HEN MEI LEH ""

When i look at the price tag " WOW , HEN GUI LEH "
Hubby was like saying "Don't buy lahs "

And i was like " Orh , okays lor "
After that hubby ask me go to the counter and queue up first.
Than he come over.

Until its our turn , and i very shock that hubby brought the Pink Monopoly for me :D
I tell him don't need , but he say : Never mind lahs , you like mahs~!

I super happy seh , because at first i didn't realize that he bring the P.Monopoly.
Until he make his payment , the amount make me faint.

But i was really happy that he give me a small surprise :D
THANKS HIM SO MUCH ~!

All Pink :D
Want know the price of this go Toy'r'Us and check okays ?

Alright i stop here :D
good night`

I don't really understand girls.
Sometimes they really so hypocrite.

Stella , yesterday asking me :
How do you think of Jess ?
` she very idiotic , loves to compliant behind people back ~
( minus the Idiotic , i didn't say thats words :D )

Stella : Than how you know she compliant ? who say want ?
Is it william and evon call you ?
` yup , they call. regarding the inventory and sales.
And i know either one of you are complaining to both of them. Logic :D ~

Stella : Huh ? you know hor , last time Jess keep asking me
to tell you. But i tell her i don't want. Because that time i didn't
see you before. Also didn't hang-over shift with you.
So i never.
`I know , she love complaining behind people backs.
Compliant free want. Don't mind telling you i dislike her lots :D
( showing evil smile , hees )

Stella : Than she keep asking me to tell evon ,
because she knows evon are quite close with me (She's laughing -.-)
`oh , than ? ( roll eyes )

Stella : Than i scolded her because of this. Don't believe you can ask geraldine.
This is the only point i dislike her. Even Geraldine also don't like , because her type she want compliant people don't dare talks face to face. Than always want me help her.
Like i bad person like that.
`well , she's begin coward. And you thought you're her superhero is it ? haha no offense :D
and i thought you super close with her ?

Stella : I much more closer than Geraldine. She my mei mei , and i treat her as real sister.
sometimes jessica will snap those photos let me see. Than i was like " faint "
I think no one teach you.
`uh huh ? than ? She print the photos for ?

Stella : Got one time , she paste in on the log book. Than evon saw , so evon write one full pages of message specially for you. ( laughing in sarcastic way i think )
` Than ? ( Ren ren ren !)

Stella : I read le , i call Jessica and say her lor. I tell her many time already , she unhappy can come to you.
` She born to be like that , so ? Btw , I'm not working there anymore. No point telling me this :D

Stella : Than you don't work what u want to do ? Nuai at home ?
` yup , nuai at home :D

Stella : Yee er , you will become huang nian por.
` ya lor , than ?

Stella : Ai ya , you go study lahs , i also go study than got cert ~
` ya lor , next year i will lehs. I so young where will stay at home want. Please lor. *roll eyes
( angry angry angry ! )

Stella : You got baby than can go where study ? Private very expensive ( giggling )
` Ai ya , will study Jiu Dui le lahs :D

Stella : are your family rich ?
` * roll eyes times 2 , okays lahs , can effort everything :D

Stella : continue gossiping about Jess ~
Me : Yawn Yawn Yawn

Until 3 am
Stella : Okays lahs , late already i go sleep le. Next time than continue , bye ~
` Okays bye !

I thought Stella was Jessica best sisters? , how come she suddenly tell me all this shit ?
Confusing right ? Yep , is really confuse me.

Anyways , What all Stella say to me i was like half believe and half not.
But she indeed successfully make me even more dislike Jessica.

And of course regarding study thing , i mean it k ?
I always wanted to get a N level cert , Stella words make me sibei angry.

But thanks to her words , she really make me want to study and get N level cert.
She was like Ci Ji Dao Wo and make me really want prove let her see !

I really dislike Jessica , really urge me to scold her after what Stella say to me.
du lan seh.

Jessica she purposely disgrace me by taking those photos. So idiotic and she really Lao Wu Po , Wah piang eh !

I worried will she may bully my sister , as my sister had to work last 5 days i think.
How i hope i can in front many people than shout at her ~!

Make her Pai Seh , and make her sense some guiltiness for purposely disgrace me >.< haha , under imagination :D But its works ~!

Okays , keep my childishness ~

I feel so unhappy about her , I didn't argue with her is because we work at the same place.
I don't like making things so Nan Kan ~
And she was like so Guo Fen okay !

Well , stop talking about her. Rather went to sleep my Mei Rong Jiao :D

Suntec ~
Today evening went to Suntec look for my mom :D
The rest rotting at home.

We are not ready yet , He purposely give this face -.-


` Pai seh , i purposely set the color more darker ?
I didn't make up today :(

This is better right ? But i smile till so BITCHY and FAKE !~

` SMILE PLENTY :D

Mom`

Don't know why i can't smile properly today ?!?
My face look ugly today :(


Its time for me to go for a dental check up , although i was really afraid of it.
In my life time i really afraid of going Dental Clinic.

Is just that , something wrong with my teeth ~!
And its always bleed for nothing , so under my mom advice i think i should go.

She has a same problem with me when she was at my age , because she didn't go dental check up and her teeth now wasn't really good :(

Look at the photos of mine ?
Having a yellow teeth right ? yep , everyone has to protect their teeth :D

I have bunny tooth also , `Bat Gei ~
If i had enough money , i think i will put on braces :D
Make my teeth perfect :D

`when i look through my memories ,
i sense of some guiltiness towards you.

your memories starts to fades ,
But my memories started to grow much more stronger.
Its so strong that i hardly breathe`

Readers , If my text are so hard to read , please kindly let me knows :D
THANKS

How's my job for today ?
My job was fine still :D
Just that .....
THE GIRL LATE FOR HANG OVER MY SHIFT :(

I was rather lazy to do those cleaning which i should do , instead i keep playing my lappy for whole afternoon shift :D

My boss really so lucky to hire me yea ? But anyways did u guys find something different of my blog ?
Yea , its slightly different :D

Well , the only different was the font , the texts and the color :D
I just change this fews things , but it takes me about an hours to do so :(

Because i still don't really understand those codes quite well.
But still not that bad also :D

Have some photos to share with you guys :)
SO PLEASE ENJOY OKAYS!

See ! I was playing Lappy and cam-whored :)


This is the MICKEY MP3 `


Sigh , I see this book really "SIAN 1/2"
Some more i actually want read is the another wants. Which is old want ,

But fews days ago they change the new want :(
I really quite dislike the CHINESE WORDS !

If you're a Chinese , you will understand whats that means :D
When i happen to open and read 1st page and 2nd page ......

Than i stop , firstly they set MORE RULES !
secondly , they writes those .... sigh , their " SO CALLED SISTERS-SHIP "
thingy.

Which I really not interested at :D And lastly , they treat this is THEIR SO CALLED BLOG ENTRY :D
Ridiculous right ?
~Laughing when i reading. Hahas!


TADAH ~!


O.o ~


Zhu Ba Jie ? hees :D


Whats my hand doing ?

`I believe nothing is impossible :D

I'M SO HAPPY NOW.
WANT TO KNOW WHY ?
BECAUSE I HAD RECEIVE

MY MICKEY MP3

I TOLD MYSELF MILLION TIMES ,
THAT I NEED TO TURN IN EARLY.
BECAUSE

TOMORROW I HAD TO TAKE OVER MY SISTER AT

POOL FUSION.

AND I WORKING MORNING.
NOW MY TIMES IS 1.30AM.

LATE RIGHT ?
BUT NO CHOICE. ONCE I SAW MY MP3 ,

THAN I STARTED TO DOWNLOADING SONGS.
BECAUSE I DAMN ''GAN CHEONG SPIDER :D''

ALRIGHT , JUST SHORT AND SIMPLE POST FOR TODAY :D

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE :)

Hello :D
I got nothing to post about today. Just have few pictures to share with you guys :)

Hello Kitty key-board :D
Sweet uh ? hees , i buy this for 25bucks.

I not that fond of hello kitty , i just like that color thats all :D
And i got a bit regret , because i don't really use to it. Its quite hard for me to type :(


Corner with love DVD :D
$28 i think. I likes Xiao Zhu lots too

And now i doing collection on Taiwan Drama , still has lot more to buy yea ?
P/s : I likes almost every Star in Taiwan.







She love attract attention ^^


Act chio or act cute ?
Hees , my precious :D


Mom & tiffany :D

Did you guys still remember the previous post i had mention ? That mickey MP3 ?
Yep , i really order and i will be receiving in 2 days time bahs.

I'm super happy , because this is my first time buying Mp3. And serious speaking i didn't own any Mp3 before.

Because if i want to listen songs i would use Hand phones instead.
I very "SUA GU " right ?

My sister went to Thailand for holiday , so i have to work for her on 23th and 25th of July.
Even though i already resign :D

My sister also resign too , because of some conflict with those girls there.
And yep those girl really fuck up :D
They keep accusing both me and my sister :(

And recently i left that HELLish place , they start to against my sister.
well , lets see if they still have something to say about me when i get back to that place :D

But sometimes i don't think they dare to talk face to face. They loves complaining to my boss or the lady boss :D
You knows, sometimes i really don't like my Lady boss :( Because whenever she come spot check me always "GEK" big fuck like that. *roll eyes

Because of work than i must
*REN REN REN ~ Ren till some days sure burst :)

And i know this time round if i go back , first thing i check the log book they provide there.
Log book is to write down somethings you want :D

If they really piss me off maybe i can take picture of the things they wrote and share with you guys right ?

Hees , actually no lahs. I'm not that bad okays , the most GEI GEI take picture with them than blog it up. And let you guys see those girls face ?
I'M NOT THAT DARING LARH.

If they really really piss me off , THAN I GO HOME CRY EH ?
~like i really will cry like that O.o

*EDITED
Don't mind telling you guys , I'm seriously gain weight within these two months.
So I'm now consider FAT.
And starting from now , I'm going to diet again :D

Before pregnancy Weight : 49KG
After Pregnancy : 70KG
After Diet : 55KG
Currently : 59KG

Gain 4Kg , tian urh ~!
Faint*

Guess what is this ?



Answer is ...................

Its a Mickey Mp3 :D
Cute right ? Yep , i saw this at one of the blogshop.

And maybe i will buy this :D
Only 68bucks for 4GB. Doesn't its cheap ? And free accessories. SO NICE AH :D